Mark Sloan

humiliating!

2009-04-17T05:11:00.000-07:00

The guy that i have a crush on knows that i like him and i feel stupid when he found out..i just sat there shouting till i hurt myself..
i didn;t knw what to do..i feel such a dumbass for falling for him and i hate myself for that..
i talked to him for awhile just now and i feel seriously STUPID!!

worst day ever in the month of april..

2009-04-16T03:53:00.000-07:00

i hate this month very much!!
since that girl came into my life..curse u primary 5..
stupid fight began from her..she made us hate her alot!!

worst day of my life!!

2009-03-28T07:38:00.000-07:00

A bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad thing happen and i was like all panicked and scared..(sorry can't tell u)
then all my problems went awayafter i watched this incredibly unrated movie role model..laugh all the way!!

Miss u all too..

2009-03-25T23:11:00.001-07:00

The New baby

another random post!!

2009-03-24T20:15:00.000-07:00

random post!

2009-03-24T07:34:00.000-07:00

first of all..i was thinking about me not having a boyfriend and all..and my closest cousin have one..and they are..

Fernone likes razak(i think)
zaff loves zaim
dee likes hashfi
nazirul likes yati(i think)
fernana likes her boyfriend hanif (i think)
ferdina likes her boyfriend which i dnt knw his name..

i mean they are so lucky to have the person that they wanted to be with..that is so cool..i feel like that i'm left out in everything..

when they talk about them..i'll be like silent and just bla bla..

to my sister..i knw u think i'm changing and all..but i hven' change at all..i keep writing this random posts because i just want it off my shoulder and people will knw how i feel..

Last Day of school..and second last..

2009-03-23T09:22:00.001-07:00

New Post

2009-03-07T03:20:00.000-08:00

This post is kind of sudden..
i wnt to tell people who underestimated me..i love to act and sing very much..
and nobody's ganna stop me from dreaming..
to my cousins and my friends..i knw i never told u this but i'm telling u now..
well..i'm telling u now..
TRY TO STOP ME IF U CAN!!!

Awesomenss!

2009-02-09T03:19:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was awesome, me, zaw, amal, nisa, erna, naim, izzah and atikah went to Khairunnisa's house..we had alot of fun..at first khairunnisa's parents was at home but when it was coming to noon..we had her house all by ourselves and that is the awesomest thing ever and her house..

We did this crazy videos..we laughed out loud we took pictures and play some games, we didn't even do our projects..it was pretty awesome being away from my family a while..a little bit space..

This are some pictures that i took from our crazy sundays..

few months ago..

2009-02-05T19:52:00.000-08:00

Few months ago..i didn't feel like update anything on my blog..the holiday last year was so dull..i didn't go anywhere..i can't go anywhere with my cousins cause of my dad..he asked me to stay here with him to take care of my little baby sister..

Then last night..i asked him that i wnted to watch move with my brother and sister..he also said that i have to stay here with him..help him out at home..and we have to rest..i hate when he does that..annoying!!

lets change the subjet..my grandfather's brother died on the 31st january or the 1st february..so me and my sis went there and we took some picture..

17th that's when my dad's b'day..

2008-12-19T19:43:00.000-08:00

This is the suprise cake that we bought for my daddy..

there's not a lot of pictures cause i was busy buying my dad's present..and take cre of my little bby sister..it's just tiring..

and this is the present that my tua gave me when she went to hong kong disneyland..

she is so cute..i knw..:P

On tuesday..

2008-12-17T20:11:00.000-08:00

On tuesday was fun..we played bowling with our cousins..we bought a cake for dee..and a present that is a book called The Gift..it's so pretty..

the cake that we bought for dee..

and this is the gift we bought her..

and this when dee is opening her gift..

after all that happen..i went to best eastern and bought this book..

On Thursday and yesterday..and Last Night

2008-12-12T19:36:00.000-08:00

On Thursday..was boring..doing nothing at home..so..

Yesterday was also boring cause we went to this khatam al-quran at my nini datin idah and all..me and my sis was boring and we took some pictures of her..us and her swimming pool..and some other things..and of course foods..

Then Last night..we went to the hospital to see our new little twin cousins.. they were so cute..

This one is the girl..the other twin is a boy..we cnt take pictures cause he's at this container to keep him breathing cause he's really small..

She has white skin and red lips..

Horrible

2008-12-08T05:18:00.000-08:00

Today was cool..but when the sun starts setting down..it become worst..it all started when we eat..it was nice but suddenly my little bby sister pour sme blackcurrent at my food..it was yucky!! but unfourtunetly my dad let me finished it..it was all dirty and yucky..and i cnt even believe he let me eat those stuff..

when he forced me again..i started to cry and cry..it was tourturing and awful..i threw up a bit..then finally my dad let me threw the foods and i was grateful..i feel so good and still a little bit shocked..

then i was the dishes andwe played fire works..

the we played WII..

Khadijah's Birthday Party and Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha

2008-12-07T23:33:00.001-08:00

Khadijah's Party was so lame..we had our dinner at Jollibee..She didn't even get any present from my ninis..hahahahaha:P

2008-12-05T23:50:00.000-08:00

We just finished playing WII..

LAME

2008-12-04T23:14:00.000-08:00

Yesterday..me and my bro and my grands went to limbang..it was DAMN BORING..i dnt knw what to do..and yesterday was abg syafie's b'day..so HAPPY BIRTHDAY..
and today is my aunt's, my sis and my best friend's b'day..and again HAPPY BIRTHDAY..today was also cool..cause my dad just bought a WII..actually he didn't buy just nw..we knew just nw..that's better..
i didn't hve the chance to play..caue i hve to wash the dishes and take cre of the bby..my little brother was suppose to vacuum the living room where my other little brother plays the WII..but he didn't even do it..and my dad was not even mad at him..

and again HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL PEOPLE WHO'S
BIRTHDAY IN DECEMBER!

Whatever..

2008-12-03T06:30:00.000-08:00

Today was so boring and the other few days..
i went to my grandma's house and dee told me some shop that already sell twilight CD..so i bought it and i watched it..i was not that clear but i cnt wait to see it..when i watched it..and that was DAMN BORING..the book was much more interesting then the CD..
so dee..u were right it was DAMN BORING!!!!i knw people out there wnts to watch it but i tell u its boring!
i called dee..and i told her i've watched it and she was shouting that sh was DAMN RIGHT! i toldher that i wanted to watch movie with her..man..this is a DAMN BORING COMVERSATION EVER!

Let me just say that this is the WORST HOLIDAY EVER!!!!
Me and my family are not even going anywhere this holiday..i cnt sleep at dee's or at nurul's or anybody's..all i hve to do is tke cre of my little sister..and that totaly sucks!

Last day of school..

2008-11-30T19:29:00.001-08:00

Last day of school was totally boring and lame and sad..at first i was not having alot of fun..second i didn't do anything at all..and third my best friend is moving..
It was hard for me cause i'm the only one who's so close to her..i cried..cause she didn't even said goodbye to me..we didn't even talk much..it was so DAMN HARD!!
But at least she msged me at night..but she just sent me 3 msgs and didn't reply back..i didn't care..if she doesn't wnt to be my friend..dnt then!!

Me and Najihah
Zimah and me
Iffa and me

Me and Mirah

Amal and me
Amal, Era and me
Nisa
Najihah
Zimah
Delicious BBQ Chicken
Al-Quran

Scary Nisa Ugly Amal

2008-11-27T20:42:00.000-08:00

Lets just say..

2008-11-25T20:11:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was qayuum's b'day..

SO..HAPPY BIRTHDAY QAYUUM!!!

let's see..

2008-11-23T04:42:00.000-08:00

The last 3 days hve been busy and boring and sometimes i just forgot to write some posts..yesterday..i went to school..and i drop out of this english dialog..cause i'm afraid..we hve to stand in the middle of the stage and act..
so i went for a cooking competiton..but i'm not the one who's ganna cook it..it's my grandma..hahahahaha..
In the morning..i went to this org kawin and all..it was DAMN HOT AND IT WAS BORING!i hve no friends to talk to..jutlisten to musics and look at people talk..:P
On friday..i went to dee's house and told her that i got my first period and all..then she is was suprised and happy..then she told me that she's going to hua ho manggis to see this concert from the jigsw school..where she used to studied there..her sister will be in it..
When we got there..there's this guy that was a friend of her..but he told her..he likes her..so stalked us around..

p/s: that's all:P

19th and 20th November..

2008-11-20T05:19:00.000-08:00

On the 19th..there was nothing interesting on that day..BUT....

On the 20th..i actually wnted to go to dee's house but..i was afraid that my dad will get mad and all..so i just follow my nini to limbang..there was nothing there..nothing interesting at all..so we went to this place and we accidently run into this saloon..so i was planning to curl my hair..

So i did it..i took 1 hr in a half to finish..it was boring sitting there..nothing to do at all..just hear the sound of the hair dryer..and people talking CRAPS!!!so when it was done i was DAMN relief..after they wash my hair..i just walked out while my grandma' paying for it..:P

then we ate KFC and it was DAMN delicious..after that all happen..we went to the mosque..and then we went home..me and my sister went to sleep then we woke up just in time we were in brunei..i was so kambang that i got this hair..

then..at home..when i was in the bathroom..then BOOM..i shouted and i was so scared..so i accidently cried..hahahahahaha..so yea..i'm kind of a CRY BBY!! hahaha..

p/s: this is for girls ONLY!!!:P

19th and 20th November..

2008-11-20T05:18:00.000-08:00

Ini Adalah Dighana

2008-11-19T02:06:00.000-08:00

Hello.
You have landed on Iqah's slash *COUGH corbin bleu's *COUGH belog.
Iqah, its Dighana [diharus menyebut dengan dengung], you forgot to sign out, so I am taking this opportunity to hack your blog. YES, DIGHANA IS HACKING PEOPLE'S BLOG NOW. So, please, if you ever wish to blog using Dighana's PC, then please, i beg you PLEASE -- not!--, to remember to sign out. YES, SIGN OUT.
So, this is a lesson, Qah. You don't want this to happen, kan? -- tetapi si Dighana mau ;) --
I know you're goanna kill me, the next time you see me.. which is.. tomorrow? SO, BYE PEOPLE.

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hmmm..

2008-11-18T06:56:00.000-08:00

Today..i hve no school..cause i dnt knw what to do there..we dnt ever study anything at all..so in the morning at like 9 something i woke up cause my bby sister was crying..i woke up just for a while and when to sleep again..
i was thinking to go to dee's house..so i told my nini and she said later..so i took my bath and immediatly went down cause i was totally excited to meet dee..sufri had to picked us up and went to pick dee up at her school..she didn't really notice i was in the car with my sister..
she was so suprised and i laughed cause her face was totally funny at that time..our journey in the car was so funny..we laugh none stop talking about people..when we reached home..dee's little sister just got back from her school..and she said that fernon is here..i was also excited to meet her..cause it's been so long o hven't seen her..
i had fun with her..we played DDR..i was totally awesome..at first it was kind of difficult..she was so good at it..i played with dee..my sister..fernon..when dee and i was tired already we went to dee's room and creat themes for my phone..watch youtube and stuff..
my annoying little sister was very annoying..hahaha..she keeps on disturbing us..we hate that tijah!!!me and dee was scared to look at this film about 'seksaan dlm kubur'..it was really scary..but before that..we watched 'fred is gay' it was very funny..
After all that happen..i went home and bought DQ..it was so amazingly delicious..i like it so much..then we reached home and took my bath..and my dad said that we're going somewhere and i wore my pretty cloths..hhaahaha..then i went to the car my dad was already there..so i hooped in and my dad drove away..and reached at my nini's house from my mom's side..
that i waited there for my dad..cause he said that he's ganna buy some stuff at the shop..so me and my little sister stayed there..

p/s: that's the only thing that i wnt to say....:P

2008-11-17T06:58:00.000-08:00

this is the prettiest watch i ever seen in my entire life...its so DAMN EXPENSIVE!!!!!!!!!!i really wnt it!!

Not as Normal as i thought it will be..

2008-11-17T06:43:00.000-08:00

Today is a normal day at school until we were called to be in the 'dewan' cause we hve to like check our health..cause on of our form 4 student hve this dieases called Tuberculosis..short for TIBI..
One of my friends..nearly fainted and of course shouted really loud and every one cn hear her and staring at her like she's the show or something..then after school..i was tired and wnted to sleep but i was really looking forward to buy kaka qaim's b'day present..
so i didn't go to sleep and the only nearest shopping complex is 'GIANT' and that place totally suck but the good thing is that place has many beautiful bags..so i bought kaka qaim that..i knw she likes green so i bought her a nice small green bag..its cute..she also like to use small bags..
so after all that happen..my sister bought this KID'S MAKEUP and it was totally lame and bida..hahahahahah..she wnted me to do it for her..i did it so badly and she nearly looks like a ghost..hahahahahahahaha..
then after that..we all dance and sing together..but i'm the only one who's god at it..hahahahahaha..i called my dad to ask him if we cn play outside and he said we cnt cause tonight we're going to this dinner to celebrate kaka qaim's b'day..
as i said..today is not normal as i thought it was..:P

2008-11-16T07:19:00.001-08:00

I REALLY WNT THIS PHONE BUT MY RESULT IS VERY LOW..SO I CNT HVE IT..:(

Normal

2008-11-16T06:41:00.000-08:00

Today is kind of nice and bad at the same time..cause at first in the morning at about 9 something..i msged dee..i asked her if she's free today..and she said that she's booked..she had this party to go to..and its our cousin and she invited me to join her..cause she now is ganna be boring so i asked my dad..and he said that can go..but my bby sister haven't took a bath yet..so i hve to 'mandikn' ia and it was already likr 10.15..and i wnted to go at 10.30 something like that..but..
i was already late and i was DAMN IN A HURRY..well..odviously i dnt like to in a hurry..cause it makes me feel mad..i knw its kind of creepy and all..so yeah..then when i reached at dee's house..i saw her standing at the door waiting for me and the 'ninis' cause i was kind of late..just a little late..then we just went to ferdina's house and ate..cause i was DAMN HUNGRY..i didn't have my breakfast..
so ate soto and it was so delicious of all soto i've ever tasted..so then we laugh alot cause dee was making funny stuff..then after we prayed we were on our way to KB..cause there's a birthday party of qumairah's..(i dnt knw if the spelling is correct..)the journey to go there was boring cause i hve noting to do just sit down and no story at all..i was bored..when we got there..i was more boring cause we dnt really knw the people there..so we just play the pool..i was siuk at first but it was kind of boring in the end..but i'm sure that dee is having a blast..cause she just learn how to play it..
so..obviously..she's kind of sakai..down get mad dee..so after the party like about 5 something we went home and when to dee's house but before that we went to this kedai runcit and we bought ice-cream..and drinks and candies and stuff..when dee was paying..she accidently gave that guy malaysian cents so i laughed cause it was really funny..when she gave him the cent..its like she was so confident about it..
so that's all i think..:P

15th November 2008

2008-11-14T21:48:00.000-08:00

Today..well i just made my new blog..i deleted my previous blog cause i hated it..
ok!! today, my dad signed my record book..i was totally scared cause he'll be mad at me cause my result really SUCK!! but my dad is not that mad..by the look of him..
well..i got number 17 and my result is DAMN LOW!! i wnt to get top ten..and move, but my dad didn't approve..cause he said i cn do better that..and i said i wnt to mve and he said that he wants me to coutinue..
When we're in the car..i was an akward silent for me..REALLY AKWARD!! we're in a deep silent until we reached home..my dad was really strange today..we didn't speak to each other that much..i just dnt knw why..but i really wnt to knw..
anyway..at school was typical..i didn't really talk to my bestfriend lately this days..well..i don't knw what's wrong with themm..well what's wrong me??????
is it because all the nervousness about the record book signing or something else...or i've been stress thinking that i wnt to move or stress thinking about the person i love most or i wnt to be in UK with my mom????? what???or missing my cousin?????WHAT?????
am i just worried abut somethig else??????????what's the matter with me??am i that akward today or is it just someone else???man....i hate this life!!!!!!